Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Same city, new ministry...


Welcome to my first blog post of the 12-13 school year.
I’m sitting at my dining room table feeling like a real adult. I have a teaching job. I’m teaching 4th and 8th grade English and assisting in 1st grade, by the way! My rent is due soon and the electric. We’re all paid for internet for September, the only catch is that we don’t actually HAVE internet yet. They’ll come or call sometime…We hope. We put the garbage out this morning as I caught the bus to head to school. My fridge is about  10% full of food and sometimes when I’m hungry I remind myself that food is expensive and I can wait until the next meal. I have pasta cooking on the stove for dinner. I have a housemate – fellow Destino teacher, Amanda.  I co-own two cats: Milo and Toby. They haven’t decided if they’re friends yet. We’re going to give it more time before deciding if one needs to be passed to a willing child and family. There is a mercadito across the corner from my little blue house and we’re their best customers. Seriously. We buy all our veggies, eggs, milk and water there. My land-lady, Mina, is very kind and her grand-daughter, Loami, is really sweet. They gave us mantucas the other night (similar to a tamale but better!). So yummy. It’s rainy season so right now I’m enjoying the slightly deafening sound of rain on a tin roof. If you’ve never experience it – it’s a must. 

I’ve much enjoyed my first week and a half here. It’s been filled with lots of time at school having various meetings and bible studies.  It’s been fantastic to be assured that I’ll be working in a truly Christian atmosphere. Each one of us desires to serve the Lord and from that,flows our desire to work hard at the school and share the gospel with each student. Each day we’ve had time to decorate our classrooms however we want! I’m sharing my class room with the 5th and 6th grade English teacher and that room will only be used for English. So, right now I have my rules, calendar, “Wall of Amazing”, phonics charts, and bible verse (John 14:6) up on the walls. I’ll soon have my Word Wall and behavior chart up. 
This week we’re doing things a bit differently. There is a visiting group from Georgia and one of the ladies is going to be leading our Bible study each morning. I’ve been asked to translate from English to Spanish for her at least a couple days this week. A voice in me says I can’t do this. I translate from Spanish to English all the time. That’s easy. Going the other way is unimaginably difficult. If it is what God wants me to do this week – I will do it through His strength and clarity of mind – not through any ability of mine. 

 Also today (Monday) we did home visits. This is where the whole teaching staff splits up into 4 groups and goes to find all the houses of our students with the intent of meeting their families, taking prayer requests then praying with the family. We visited close to 20 homes today and have many more to visit tomorrow. Now, if you were thinking that we have addresses, a GPS or even phone numbers for most of these houses, you’d be wrong. Addresses here sound something like this: “The yellow house near the little school, but before the field.”  Please, find that house for me, because we couldn’t. I loved meeting the families and a few of my 4thand 8thgraders. When we asked for prayer requests, the first thing most of them would say is that they would be praying for this school year, for the students to succeed and learn and for the teachers to have patience and wisdom. Wow.  These are very poor families that we visited. Some told us heart breaking stories and others were just thankful that everyone in their family was healthy. I am humbled. I am ashamed at how many things I take for granted. Indoor plumbing, windows, a roof without leaks, and a bedroom I don’t share with anyone. The list is endless. I’m very much looking forward to teaching these children and in some way understanding what life is like for them. I look forward to loving and accepting them the way Christ would. I look forward to a year spent among friends, students and other teachers alike. 

For now I leave you with one prayer request for myself and a few for the school. For me, I’ve been having a serious amount of joint pain most of the summer and I plan to go to a doctor to at least get some blood tests done to try to figure out what is wrong. I’m worried. Worrying is not OK. Pray for God to give me peace. For Destino: We have no water at the moment, but the well company FINALLY came today. Please pray that the new well can be dug quickly so we can start school. There is a big complicated mess happening with our electric – pray that it gets worked out quickly and Destino will either not have to pay anything for electric or at least a reduced rate because it is a non-profit ministry. Lastly, our buses are all in varying levels of disrepair. All the children and teachers are bused to the school each day, so to have these working is another necessity before school starts. 

Philippians 4:4-9
“Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say rejoice! Let your gentleness be known to all men. The Lord is at hand. Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your heart and minds through Christ Jesus. Finally, brethren, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy – mediate on these things. The things which you learned and received and heard and saw in me, these do, and the God of peace will be with you. “

Sunday, August 12, 2012

Great is Thy faithfulness

Can I even put the awesomeness of this summer into words? My words will not do it justice, but I will try to give you a glimpse of what God did in my life.

Let's rewind to the first week of June. When I got back to the US of A from Honduras I experienced a mild case of culture shock. I had to remind myself to follow traffic rules, buckle my seat belt and speak in English. I missed my Honduran friends, jet lag robbed me of sleep for a while, and I missed speaking Spanish. I loved being able to wrap my arms around my little brother and parents for the first time since September. I enjoyed feeling safe again, but I looked for the Spanish on signs and labels just out of habit.

I didn't want to readjust since I would be going back in just two months. I tried to hold onto some of my Honduran habits and way of life so my transition back would be easier. It didn't really work. I lived in the US for 22 years and Honduras for just one. The US won. I know living in Honduras has changed me forever and whenever I move back to the US for good I want to stay changed and not just slip back into life.

I tried for 3 weeks to do everything at once and I got pretty much everything I needed to done before Camp started. I got to visit Carolyn, Erin and Rachel out in Cleveland and had a fantastic time with them! Then Camp started...

I basically dropped of the face of the earth - and loved every minute of it. From the very beginning of staff week we studied the Bible deeply, worshiped together, laughed together and bonded as a staff. Campers arrived and the fun really began. This summer more than ever, our whole staff was dedicated to teaching every camper who the Lord really is, what following and serving the Lord looks like and what the Bible has to say about how we live our lives. God blessed their faithfulness and many campers committed their lives to Him. I was constantly encouraged and challenged by those around me. Living in such close and intentional Christian community makes you grow and change. The theme of the summer was Hebrews 11. Faith is tied to action. You need to be ALL IN to follow Christ. We were blessed with safety and fun each day. Ashley was finally able to work at camp. I got to spend the whole summer with my best friend. Amazing. I also made better friends with some staff members I know from other summer. Camp people are my second family.The summer ended yesterday and I'm still processing it. Suffice it to say, there is no place I would have rather spent my summer.  I miss them already!

Now I'm home - sitting in an armchair in the room that used to belong to me. It's now the office/sewing room. It feels good to be moved out. Weird, but good. I know I won't be back here to live permanently. Not sure what the next step after this year in Honduras is. Grad school? Different teaching job? I do know that this isn't the time to think about it. I'm praying that God helps me give my all and keeps me focused while in Honduras. I am SO excited about my job this year. I will be living and working with good friends and I cannot wait to meet my students and fellow teachers. I leave on August 18th - less than a week now!

I spent a good bit of time memorizing scripture this summer. It's not something I've done much in the past. I enjoyed it so much and it strengthened my relationship with the Lord. May I never go back to my old ways of laziness when it comes to keeping the word of God in mind and in my heart. We also memorized the hymn "Praise to the Lord" this summer. I'd never heard it before this summer. Each verse is fantastic. Here is one of them: "Praise to the Lord who doth prosper thy work and defend thee, surely His goodness and mercy here daily attend thee. Ponder anew, what the Almighty was do, who with His love doth befriend thee!"

Please pray as I transition from camp to Honduras with these few days in between at home. I've been on a crazy emotional roller coaster. Camp ending, saying bye to friends, being tired/sick/injured, getting excited and a little nervous about this year in Honduras, worrying about money. Ahhhh. Pray for peace - please!

"Only conduct yourselves in a manner worthy of the gospel of Christ; so that whether I see you or remain absent, I may hear of you that you are standing firm in one spirit, with one mind striving together for the faith of the gospel; in no way alarmed by your opponents - which is a sign of destruction for them but of salvation for you, and that too, from God. For to you it has been granted for Christ's sake, not only to believe in Him, but also to suffer for His sake."
~Philippians 1:27-29

I'll be posting summer and camp pics soon!!